Assalamualaikum,
Post 28: Ideals and whats not of the past aren't supposed to be abused
After a day I am back! Surprised? of course. In all of rarity, here I am being true to my words from the previous post!
Just a few days ago, I was gloomily pondering on some stuffs and one thing happened which lead to another and finally this comic idea.
As soon I put my pencil to draft the idea, my whole mood lifted.
I have always been afraid to be put my inner thoughts into lines because it could turn ugly.
This was different.
I had fun drawing this nonsense crap (laugh) and I was careful to make it as light and filled with humor as possible.
Whether or not it is, I will leave that to you to judge.
I had a hard time with how it should end though (sits at the corner of the room) but I was satisfied!
I do need to apologise if the layout of this post confuses you but rest assure I had rearrange the pages accordingly! (I hope) and big apologies for my ugly handwriting ( I have never been a neat writer) and really terrible grammar ( I am grateful I still can write proper sentence at least).
P/s:I draw the whole comic while listening to gintama ost and I feel like it's suitable.
[Beauty
is a fruit during summer] , [Woman who asks whats more important work
or me deserve a german supplex] and [There's a
different taste for booze during the day] are the osts I recently
listened to. They are such amazing piece regardless whether or not you
have watch gintama . If you ever did tried listening to any of the songs
mentioned, please do tell me what you think about it (in relation to
the doodle or as separate thing /laughs)
[
I dedicate this crappy drawing to those who love me even when I am hard to love]
[
I dedicate this crappy drawing to those who is trying to find perfection in themselves but couldn't. Find your inner peace and don't make it hard on yourself!]
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[Hard to Love; One Ok Rock] is one of the songs in the band's new album, Ambitions. I personally find it touching knowing it is a song dedicated to the vocalist's dad. Do listen to it and maybe you would have an idea why in the world I suddenly draw this hahah/ just maybe.
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Title: [Easy to Love]
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"what I never had was in exchange for something I would never trade for"
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"Perfect...more or less that's the summary of my ideal definition of adult"
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"..sometimes we fall before we stand"
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" I was indeed putting a cage around my heart"
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" I forgive you"
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I tried hard finding perfection and rejected every flaws I
ever dare show.
I was afraid that -if ever- the child me see her current self,
she will be disappointed.
And I wouldn’t be able to forgive myself for that.
But….
Perfection is not an armor.
What is an armor not bruised or dirtied?
They are nothing more than a proof that you have never
fought, fall or live through the obstacle called life.
An armor is best when it’s scratched and scarred.
With your flaws.
And once you accept that part of you, will you be invincible.
Dare the people to step into your territory but they won’t
challenge you.
No one .
No one will lay out your flaws neatly on the table as their
trump cards to win.
Because they can't.
They can't break your armor this time around, because you wear your flaws like your skin.
They can never use them against you.
That is...
Once you see your flaw not for its hideousness but its
beauty.
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It's another long windy post (and hopefully not so dull).
Thank you so much for reading.
Interpret this whole post as you like.
You may have a different view but hey, I have mine too (although poorly conveyed).
Thank you for coming up to this point!
"True enslavement is when you place a cage around your own heart" -Hinowa , Gintama (laughs/ I think this is perfect for this one even if it actually imply into something different in the anime).
Listening to:
Cigarettes and Old Perfume - Have Mercy
